Two Faced

Verse 1:
I can’t look in mirrors
For the fear of what I’ll see
I don’t wanna know the truth
The truth is I am not me
I have never been in love
Why should I care anymore
The fear to open up
Has shattered my own support

Chorus:
People say I’m two faced
It has more truth then they know
They just see my happy place
I’d much rather be alone
People say I’m two faced
Backstabbing to deprive
Insecurities embraced
Just living a double life

Verse 2:
People are my enemy
I know I am all alone
Always questioning the trust
Of secret I can never let known
I believe to block all emotion
Hide vulnerabilities
So I lie to protect myself
It’s not strength, just instability

Chorus:
People say I’m two faced
It has more truth then they know
They just see my happy place
I’d much rather be alone
People say I’m two faced
Backstabbing to deprive
Insecurities embraced
Just living a double life

Verse 3:
People can’t understand me
That’s something they’ll never know
I don’t even know myself
When I’ll always be alone
I used to worry, I was left scarred
Covered up with a mask
Being who I was born was too hard
I became Zackie R Mac

Chorus:
People say I’m two faced
It has more truth then they know
They just see my happy place
I’d much rather be alone
People say I’m two faced
Backstabbing to deprive
Insecurities embraced
Just living a double life